Breaking up, is really really hard to do ..

uhm masarap mgmahal pero
kung ganu kasarap mgmahal ganun din katindi ung
sakit ng nraramdamn pag nghiwalay..
lalo na sa isang taong sobrang minahal mu ..

nkakatwang icipn ..
gus2 ko mglabas ng sama ng loob ..

sa laht ng nkakakilala skin IM PROUDLY TO ANNOUNCE..
im already SINGLE ..

we formally broke up yesterday MAY 1 2009 ..
just because he fall inlove w/ her couple namely JEENAH(audition IGN)

ii dont know how can i blame myself..
gus2 cu` cchin sarili cu`
dahil sa laki ng binigay kong tiwala sa knya
ganto p ngawa nia ..

-MIGS-
cnayang mu halos 11 months ntin ..
ang ganda ng bday gift mu skin ..
ii really2 hate eu !!
d cu` akalain mgagawa mu un >.<
u hurt me xo much..

yaan mu lagi cu` iicipin hndii
ako ang nawalan..
dahil ngpakatino nko xau nun ..
kaw lng gumulo ulit..

--sa lahat ng ngpapakita ng feelings for me..
im sorii .. wala nko gana cmula ng mramdaman cu` toh ..
lagii nlg acu` nsasaktan alm ko part toh
sa love pero cgwo time will come if i fall inlove again w/ someone..

ii hate boys !!
ang mga lalaki mdali nlang npapaniwala ang mga babae
n mahal nila !! pero bndang huli magloloko din nman ..

--MANHATER--

Textmate Lover`

uhm nainlove knb sa textmate mu`? ..


sa panahon ngaun ..
khit mahal bigas,lpg, at mga bilihin ..
bsta LOAD walang mahal ! isang unli lng yan
khit puyatan kerii` na ..


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uhm .. posible bng mainlove
ang isang tao sa text?!
ung tipong wala kang idea kung anung itsura
at tunay n ugalii ng katextm8 mo?!

sa panahon ngaun ..
maramii ng nbabalitang krimen sa bansa
ng dahil sa textmate ..

panu nga b pagmei` txtm8?
uhm .. base sa mga npgtanungan cu`
ang feeling daw pag mei txtm8
parang mei trill ..
trill? bkit nmn? ..
kxe daw .. nkikilala mu ung tao
sa pamamagitan ng text..


uhm msaya nga ba mgkatextm8?!
mei mga ngsasabing oo merong hndi..
depende nlng yan sa tao ..


panu ba naiinlove sa pamamagitan ng textm8?
xabii nila dahil sa hndii mu pa nkikita ang isang tao
posibleng mainlove k d2 dahil sa sweetness n tinetxt ni2..
nku nkakaloka nga ang textm8`zz waa..


marami ndin tau nbabalitaan na
mga ngkakatuluyan through text ..
cguwo nga nkakainlove ang textm8 ahahah ..

nkakatawa minsan ..
kung npapansin nio sa isang tao
nkakapgtaka bkit kea bglang npapangiti kaharap
ang cellfone nia?! ahahah ..
ndii cu` maintndhan kung bkit xla
npapangiti .. dahil b sa kyut ang ktxt nila
o dahil sa nkakatawa ung nkasulat sa text message nila ..
kau nka encounter nb kau n2?! ..


acu` aminado acu`
minsan ncu nainlove sa text ahaha ..
iba kxe feeling pag ktxt mu ..
parang everyday BOLAHAN day ^.^
wahaha pero khit ganun ..
exciting pdin ang mga npapagusapan n topic..
hangang sa mkatulog na ..
kinabuksan sasabihin ..
"xorii huh ntulugan kita :)"

Age Gap Relationship ..

maraming nagsasabii na AGE IS JUST A NUMBER..
some people agree pero meron aman ndii ..
depending on our up-bringing, cultural background
and even our religion, age gap relationships are accepted..

Believe it or not, age gap relationships are becoming
more and more "popular" these days..
mei mga tao n ngsasabii na..
pag sa age gap relationship dapat icipin din ung para sa future ..

meii mga ngsasabii din na
ang pagkakaroon ng age gap relationship aii mgnda..
uhmm bkit nga b?
xabii nila mas mgnda daw f mas mtnda ung karelasyon mu
kxe mas mgling mghandle ng relationship ..
lalo n pag lalakii ..
ang say nman ng iba .. mas mgnda pag bata
para fresh wahaha .. joke :)

xempwe khit pag mei advantages..
xempwe merong DISADVANTAGES..

the most commonly problem sa age gap relationship
is family acceptance..
It may be tolerated, but family always find it
hard to accept something out of the ordinary..
xempwe ndii sa laht ng pagkakaton ..
kxe merong mga parents n sobrang open minded
lalo n sa panahon ngaun ..
pero kung iicipn ntin ..
wat if you had a son or daughter dating someone
the same age as his/her father/mother, do you really think
he/she would be 'all for it'?..

Age gap relationship can vary in age gap size..
some can be quiet small between 5 to 10 years..
ung iba 25-45 years ..

`MAY-DECEMBER RELATIONSHIP?!
uhmm anu ba toh?!
It's merely a general term which applies to
relationships which have a wide enough age gap
to cause people in a society to raise their eyebrows at the relationship.
xempwe walang specific age gap toh..

The age difference tends to create a learning environmen
kxe each partner aii merong iba ibang status sa buhay ..
iba iba paniniwala pati ng kinalakihan ..
which means that they are regularly faced with the
opportunity to educate and inspire one another..
these are all things that contribute to the positive end of the relationship..

uhmm base on my experience ..
meron din aqng nkakarelation n minsan
mas mtnda acu` minsan nmn xla mas mtnda skin
wahaha .. katulad ngaun ..
bf cu` 24 years old nah ..
ee acu` mag 17 n sa june .. wahaha
child abuse XD ..
xempwe nsa tao nlng din yan
kung panu ihahandle ang relationship dba?
bkit k mgpapaapkto sa sasabhn ng iba :)
ee kung dun ka msaya?!

pero xabii nga nila ..
age doesnt matter ^.^
as long as msaya kau ngkakasama ..
den go for it !

xabii nga nii LatestDud(screen name) ..

"There is no such thing as young or old, only younger and older.
You will always have someone younger than you and you will
always have someone older than you."

Still Loving Your Ex?

Are You Still in Love with Your Ex?

In social relationship, ex is assumed to refer to a former sexual or romantic partner.

Some relationships are difficult to let go of. Sa mga gantong pagkakataon,
love can stick around long after your ex has left you, leaving you confused
on what to do next. Pero what do you think?! Are you still inlove
with your ex or you just missed the good times you had with that person
which you cannot see in your current relationship? uhmm .. mahirap ata yan
well let me share something about this topic.. :)


Relationship Breakup refers to the ending of a relationship, typically a romantic one..
A breakup can vary from casual to emotionally traumatic..
Maraming ngsasabi ang break up aii xobrang hirap gawin
lalo n if eu really love dat person .. According to an article by John Fetto (2003)..
na mas maramii ang mga kabataan ang nkakaexperience ng pinakamaraming
break ups sa madaling panahon .. It is believed that this is bcoz..
young people are more actively dating than older generations..


Most people fail to recognize that allowing adequate time to heal is extremely important..
mahirap ata mag move on noh!! the length of the relationship does not always determine
the amount of time it will take to get over it. It is the measure of the impact the person
had on another that matters.. Once na narealize mu na time can wait para makafully
moving on kna cguwo dun mu malalaman n time can really heals^.^ bawas sa sakit ng ulo aahah..


San nga ba naguumpisa ang break up?..
According to Lee`s theory,there are five reasons why, over time, a relationship "breaks down":

1. Dissatisfaction - partner/s become dissatisfied..
2. Exposure - the problem/s becomes apparent to both parties..
3. Negotiation - a solution is negotiated..
4. Attempted resolution - solution is applied..
5. Termination - if the solution does not work/ there are no other solutions..


hairap tlga pag my ex.. ahaha :) .. pero bkit mei pgkakataon na
minsan khit tangap mu n wala n tlga kau.. pag mei nababalitaan k
sa knya n mei sumthing new n xa ang sakit pdin?! ..
uhmm .. nku ang hirap nian !!


*PAGSASADULA*

A girl after a long time of being away,returned home and met up w/ an ex boyfriend..

GIRL: "hey ! wats up? did eu miss me?!"(she asked)
BOY: "no.." (he replied)
-the girl was deeply saddnened dat tears welled up her eyes..
she turned her back to leave..
then the guy said..
BOY: "No.. I don't just missed eu..
ii mis us.. and how ii wish i can find d` ryt words to get things back and make eu stay..
coz its been hell since eu left and took my heart and life away"..


`uhmm .. alam nio ba na the most obvious sign of lingering love is obsession with ur EX?..
If eu find yourself constantly asking questions about your ex’s whereabouts
or activities den you obviously still have a significant interest in them..
gagawin nio lahat khit mgtanong sa parents,relatives, or even sa close friends nia
just to get the latest scoop on your ex lover.. When your life becomes a constant quest
for information about your ex, aii bonggang bongga !!
then it is likely your love for them is still alive.. ^.^

`too much effort.. Part of love is making sacrifices,
and submissive behavior shows that you will do anything
to rebuild the old love of your relationship..

`ang tanong Does My Ex Still Love Me Too?(NEVER EVER ASK DEM !)
uhmm .. dis may seem lyk a straight forward question..
But it confuses people a lot..
Why does it confused dem ?! ..
kxe gus2 tlga ntin malaman ung sagot sa mga gantong tanung..
and we don't want to wait for it.. pero alam ntin na
asking like this kind of question aii ndii nman nkakatulong..
if eu just come out and asking your ex if they still love eu ..
malalaman nila n u still love dem ..
and no matter their feelings for eu at that time they
are going to grow distance from eu .. so anu gagawin mu?!

You nid to learn how to get ur ex to admit to their feelings..
xempwe mei mga tao tlga na merong top secrets na ayaw nilang
malaman mu dahil sa ngtatanong k sa knila..
kailangan mu ng effort to discover ung gus2 mung malaman ..
xo ndii mu n nid para mgtanong if they still love eu ..

Sound difficult? uhmm.. one easy way to start is
to look for signals from ur` ex behaviour that dey do still love eu..
xempwe dapat pancinin din ntin ang pagkakaiba ng
"true signs of love" at "false signs of love"..

after eu found some pretty clear cut TRUE SIGNS ..
they still have feelings 4 eu .. anu ng gagawin mu?
1st alamin mu kung anung klaseng sign ba ung naramdaman mu sa knila..
and then work on ways you make your ex show these signs more and more,
until the feeling is so real in their minds that they just have to tell you..

xempwe it works really well kung ndii mu muna sasabhn sa ex mu
that u r open to a new start ..So make sure you have done this ground work
before you try to get them to admit anything!

`uhmm .. IKAW? Are You Still in Love Your Ex?!
ndii k dapat mahiya kung anu man nararamdaman mu..
but eu should have plan to address the issue..
Force yourself to make a decison to either move on with your life or
focus on getting ur ex back ^.^

--love lots !! enjoy reading !

ROMANTIC?!

meii mga taong akala mu` wala lng xla xau
pero mei mga times na pasimpleng romantic..

well the question is HOW TO BE ROMANTIC?
being romantic means varies widely from person to person..
romance involves doing something to express affection in a
meaningful yet unexpected way.
A true act of romance requires creativity and sincerity..
pero dpende din sa tao gumgwa ..
minsan kxe ndii nila nmamalayan n ngging romantic n xla..
lalo n mga lalaki .. kulwari astigin pero mei tinatago din plng pg k romantic..

being romantic person cguro
u nid to focus on the little things..
ndii nman kailangan gumastos k ng npkalakii
para lng mpasaya mu ung isang tao dba?
there are millions of ways to say "I LOVE YOU" and "I'm lucky to have you."
think of the world as your medium. You can express it in unlimited ways.
make it a habit to find a new way to be romantic every day.
Be creative and have fun with it:)

be sincere, para maramdaman ng iba na naapreciate xla
you have to really, truly be thankful for their presence in your life.
khit cnu nman dba?! xempwe d lng sa salita dapat sa gawa din ..

It's easy to forget how amazing someone
is when you see them every day,
but if you constantly remind yourself how lucky you
are to share your life with that person,
every day will be the most romantic day of your life ^.^

don't assume na ung taong
pinapahalahan mu aii pareho xau..
remember that no matter how
close the person is to you..
iba xa at iba ka..
meron kaung mga bagay n hndi pgkakapareho
lalo n sa mga likes n dislikes ryt? ..
surprise your partner by doing something
you'd never normally do on your own..
just because you know it'd make them happy.

meii mga taong binabaliwala klng
tlga khit n ung xobrang effort kna sa knya..
it's not that you've failed to be romantic..
it's that your partner has failed to receive your affection..
kaya don't lose hope :)) ..

ii remember d` times kung panu acu` nging romantic
sa mga friends and love ones cu`.. ahah ..

uhmm .. bday ng friend kng gurl nun sa las pinas..
den ngvisit kmii sa haws nila..
nshock acu` kxe bday n bday nia umiiyak xa
den ask cu` kung bakit ..
xobrng umiyak xa skin aun ndaw pinakapangit niang bday..
pgkagcing daw nia todo senermunan xa ng mom nia..
den wala manlng xa nrinig n khit isang batii sa haws nila ..
xempwe habng cnasabii nia un ..
auko nmn n ganun lng xa sa day nia ..
kea niyaya cu` xa mg lunch sa labas
dapat lilibre cu` xa ee ayaw nia..
ee saktong ang ganda ng place n pingkainan nmin ..
edi ng order n kmii ng food..
ung nkaupo n xa pmnta acu` sa cashier den ng request acu`
ng 1 buong cake.. kaso wala ng buo slice nlng kaxa..
kea sabii cu` xge oki naun pki deliver nlng sa table nmin..
habng ngaatay ung friend cu`
kinakausap cu` xa den sa tissue mei sinusulat acu` ung dumating ung order
nia d p xa kumain kxe inantay nia ung food cu`
ung dumating ung food cu` mei ksabay n cake nilapg sa table nmin
xempwe ngtataka xa kc ung ngorder kmi wala aman bumili xmin ng cake
xo npatingin xa skin n ngtataka..
den sabii nia uhm ms wrong table ata yng cake..
den kinuha ko ung cake nilapag cu` sa harap nia sabay nung tissue n mei nkasulat na
"happy bday! ii hope npasaya kita sa special day mu ii love eu friend"
tpos kinantahan cu` xa ng happy bday .. tpos ung mga ibng tao nkatingin lng smin
tpos nkasmile pinapanood gingwa cu`.. den ngulat acu`
bgla xang umiyak ng sobra.. xempwe ngtaka acu kala cu ndi nai ngustuhan ..
tpos thank u xa ng thank u xkin .. sa salitang un sobrang ntuwa acu`
kxe khit papaano npasaya cu` xa..

meron din sa bf cu` now..
monthsary nmin ..
inantay cu` mag 12 am >.<
ung gabi naun ngpaparctce pko kumanta ng
hapi bday patii ng fav song nia..
tpos saktong 12am tumwag acu` sa knya ..
naicip cu` kxe na tural matagl n kmii ndi ngkikita
at ngkakasama .. khit manlang sa ganun maiparamdam cu` sa knya
n khit malau xa .. iim still hir 4 him ..
gus2 ko iparamdam sa knya n malapit lng acu` sa knya ^^
kaso sa kasamaang palad .. tulog n xa dat tym >.<
sobrng n sad acu` pero naintndhan cu` un
kc d nmn nia alm n isusurprse cu` xa ee..
kea bumawi acu nung bday nia..
inantay cu` 12 am cinugurado kong ndiix a matutulog ..
kea aun sa wakas nakantahan cu` ndin xa ng hapi bday ..
gus2 ko kxe acu` unang babati sa special day nia ..
kea cu` naicip un ^.^

meron pa .. bday din ng friend cu`..
actually ngaun lng .. happy bday angel !
ahahah .. uhm dpat ndii acu` mkakapnta sa knila ..
inaya nia cu` matagl na den ngpromis acu` n ppnta acu`..
kea knina .. naicip cu` n dumaan saglit sa knila ..
bumili acu` ng brownies n ang kyut kyut nia parang mini cake ung style ..
den inabot cu` sa knya kaso naicip ko parang walang trill..
kea kumuha acu` ng candle n maliit n png bday den cnindihan cu`
nsa multi purpose kmii nun kasama ex cu` at ibng tropa..
bgla cu` xa kinantahan ng hapii bday .. tpos sabii cu` make a wish..
tpos ng wish xa.. xabii cu` blow blow.. xabii nia para aman
daw xa bata nun .. xabii cu` aman iba padin pag ngboblow ng candle
pag bday noh .. tpos aun blow nia .. tpos ng thankx xa skin ..
tpos tinitigan cu` xa den xabii cu` happy bday friend^.^ den nkita cu` sa mga
mata nia n nsayahan nman xa sa ginwa cu` ..^.^

msaya acu` pag npapasaya ko ung iba ..
xobrang mhalaga skin ung mga tao ..
lalo n pag pinapahalagahan dn nila acu` ..

gus2 cu` lagii acu` sinusurprse..
minsan aman gus2 ko din
ung tipong simpleng romantic ..
ngagalit kulwari pero deep inside concern xa xau ..
ung tipong khit d nia sabhn .. pero ramdam mu sa gingwa nia
n mahalaga k para sa knya .. msasabi kong
aun ang pinkaROMANTIC skin ..

ALL ABOUT ME :)

hi guys ! ii wanna xhare something about myself :)
My real name is Caitlin Mae Ramirez Gascon ..
minsan tawag xkin kate or anje(kxe ung char name cu` nsanay n xla)
uhmm sa ngaun iim 16 y/o turning 17 sa june 7 ^.^ at debut cu` na next yir ! ahaha..
uhmm 2 lng kmii mgkpatid parehong girl ^.^ uhm name nia Colleen Anne :)

sa haws ang Caitlin n kilala nio aii isang
npkatamad n bata :)) ..
naiinis acu` paginuutusan ng sunod2..
khit cnu nmn dba?! ..
ndii p ntatapos ung iuutos xau mei kasunod agad..
ang trabaho cu` lng nmn d2 sa bahay maglinis
ng sariling kwarto cu`..
pero minsan tinatamad acu` wahaha ..
mahilig acu` sa pet lalo n pag dog ^.^
pag namamatay xla xobrang iyak acu`
meron p nga ung nmatay ung dog cu chuwawa ..
nilibing nmin xa tpos w/ flowers and crying ladies pa ..
sosyal dba?! ngaun msaya aman acu` kc ii have 2 japanese spitz ..
namely heiden and stephanie :)


uhm sa skul ..
naalala cu` nung high school acu`
grabe class cu` 7:30 start .. ee mei service acu`
ang sundo xkin 6:00am .. edii dapat maaga acu` dba?
ndii acu` ngigicing sa alarm .. for short TULOG MANTIKA AKO !!
pero isang tao lng ang nkakagicing skin khit anung puyat cu`
-------ang DAD ko ! (lakas lakas ng boses)
tuwing madaling araw kakatok sa kwarto cu`
(kate kate kate gcing na!!) xempwe ndi n kmi kumuha ng maid
or ksambahay kxe malaki n kmii lahat aman kmii umaalis d2 sa haws
at sabay2 din ang uwii.. mahal cu` pa mga luho ko !
load,ep,mga iba kong gamit galing pa sa parents cu`..
ndii acu` pinghuhugas ng pingan kxe bka mabsag ko aahhah ..
ndii acu nglalaba kxe bka madumi daw..
ndii acu pingluluto bka masunog:)
iniiwan cu` kc ee .. ahaha ..

uhmm sa pagluluto ba? naalala cu` kmii lng ng
pinsan cu` d2 sa haws den ngutom acu`..
ee dahil d nga acu` ngsasaing ..
ung pinsan cu` ung ngsaing .. i2 nmang
npka galing kong pinsan iniwan !
ndi cu` alm n nkabukas p ung apoy ..
grabe nasunog ung cnaing nmin !
patii ung lutuan color black n xa!
tpos ung usok grabe ndii nmin alam gagawin nmin..
tpos ung hunugasan ung lutuan ayaw n mtngal nun black ..
kea hinayaan nlng nmin ng pinsan cu`
tpos kinabukasan gumicing kmii maaga
tingnan nmin mgging reaction ng mghuhugas..
wahaha aun xobrang tawa kmii ng tawa
kxe ngtataka xa bkit nging ganun kaitim ung lutuan XD

uhm .. minsan aman sa skul kmii
kasama cu` mga friends cu` ang saya lalo na ung
ngawa kmii thesis nmin ..
ahaha grabe ung time naun dun acu ntuto matulog ng 3am ng umga
pag dating sa skul nkaharap sa pc kc itataype cu` mga ginwa cu`
ipapasa kxe kinabuksan keii mam mitch .. kakaloka ..

naalala cu` ung defense cu` na
xobrang kabado acu` nun nauutal acu` sa pagsasalita ahah ..
tpos ngloko p presentation cu` ng hang ung laptop n ginamit >.<>.< .. kea aun bago grumaduate tulong tulong kmii kxe ang promis nmin sa isat isa n sabay2 kmii gagraduate wala naiiwan !^.^ sa lovelife?! uhmm ndii pcu` mhilig sa boys nun .. ahaha .. ung elementary acu` maniniwala b kaung.. I HATE BOYS?! lagii acu ngtatangol sa mga klasm8 kong babae ! ang laru cu` mga takbuhan like 5 tens`,suntukan pag naabutan,tpos ung tomsawyer baun?! ahaha kakaloka nuh ?! ngaung college lng aman acu` lumandii ee.. bf jan bf dun bf d2.. kxe gus2 ko ng attensyon .. >.<>.< ..

lalo n ngaun ang pangit ng pasok ng 2009 skin ..
mahaba p nman ung taon alam ko
mabait c God .. ndii nia hahayaang mging sad ako sa buong taon :) ..

--sa lahat ng viewers ng blog cu` sana maenjoy nio
at makarelate kau sa mga topics cu` d2 sa blog ..
uhmm .. kung gus2 nio pd kaung mgrequest ng topic den post cu` nlng
mga tpic n gus2 nio .. salamat ..

sa mga ng viewed ng blog cu`

tnx sa laht .. sa mga ngtatanong i2 pu`

ym : huztler2001
fs: xhadeofpurple@yahoo.com and huztler_crawlingtiger@rocketmail.com
cp num: uhm .. sun or smart?! ahaha ..

tnx sa laht ..